Are you really committed to your cause? Do you bleed for what you are willing to die for, sweat for what you are willing to work hard for, and tear up for everything you have accomplished. There’s a difference between showing your emotions and just being emotional. It’s probably similar to the fine line between a crazy person and one who is a genius.

In a way, I’m trying to clear the smoke and figure out whether I’m just being lucky lately, or I’m actually being led into the right direction. I mean, I’ve pretty much been going the general direction, but I go on and off the trail a lot. Lately though, my luck has changed. Everything seems to be going my way. I just now have to work harder. It’s time for me to think about myself. I try to be as selfless as possible, but is everyone really going to be there for me 100% of the time? I don’t know… but I do know that I’ll be there regardless. So the choices I make from here on out will be the choices that are the best for me. I don’t usually pay a lot of attention to myself, but now it’s time. I will do this while at the same time, doing my best to not seem too selfish. If I don’t love myself, why would anyone else?